*gasping for air*

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and that isn't figured speech, darling dear.
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oh well.
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its a fucking painful sinus infection.
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and i perform tonight.
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because of my birthday, of the infection and of my own laziness, i havent worked out in over a week.
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so that means it wont be a pleasent scene tonight.

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i know i am responsible for my own body.
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blah!

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yesterday i spent the day gasping for air. then i went to work, and worked.

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i went home to get a book i had forgotten in the time between my classes. i ended up making some instant soup for dinner as Master arrived while i was there. then i went back to school.
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my last class was a no-show. that sucked.
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Master was extra sweet with me at bed time. He rubbed ointment on my back, and tucked me in tightly.
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i had to get up early to teach again this morning.
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i'll get the hang of it, i suppose.
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air, air, i need air!

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it's my bro's b-day today. i wish there was something i could do for him.
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(i can hardly take care of myself)
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anyway, i got to rehearse, and later go to the mall. i've been promising that to myself for a while. Incredible how long it has been since the last time.
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tonight i am cat woman again. meow!

(i feel awful today, i really do. maybe it's a hair ball?)

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