Monday, February 26, 2007

*reality check*


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i spent a day in the real world today. under stress. improvising. and i am exhausted.
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first, i couldnt sleep. then i prepped class and fell asleep at almost 4 am.
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7 am - class, till 8:30. gym from 9 to 10:30. then a shower and a bit of rest.
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at noon i got a phone call... extra class, at 2 pm. fine, i did some tidying up and had A LOT OF coffee.
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class from 2 to 3:30, then picked up a medical exam, and went to buy hair dye and a few things i needed urgently for sewing projects. that was a 20 min walk (40min total).
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my feet are cut.
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my lunch? whole wheat cocoa and ginger cookies with icy lemon flavored green tea.
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while i prepped class. then i taught, non-stop, from 6 t 10:30 pm. no piss breaks.
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at this school, we have to stand up during the entire class. my legs hurt. yeah, i get to wear all the jewels, no questions asked. but i find some things strange.
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next week i get my first pay check. unfortunatelly, not in time for Master's birthday.
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i'm too tired to think right now... so i better hit the sheets because i have class at 7 am tomorrow.
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my conclusion: the real world is boring, so no thanks.
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(and thanks to Stephen King now i am afraid to take a decent piss. i'm re-reading "IT". and i keep thinking a hand is gonna come out of the toilet and rip my labia ladder off while i am on the john. ah, that adds to the terror i got from "Dream Catcher", where a pornographically shaped alien rips through peoples bodies from one hole to another... and not to mention arachnophobia, i always look under the seat for spiders.)
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(i want new photos... but i don't have the time or inspiration)

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i really should keep off trash lit. it's bad for my mental health.
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