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Just got home from shooting a set. Picture the above title. That explains a lot.
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Last night was a blast!
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Wanna see?

We'z nekkid on the Interwebz!
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We pose.


(cai um raio na chuva a bicha faz pose achando que é flash)

And we scream. Damn, my voice is ridiculous in this video, but hey, i have to share!

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What lies ahead? Ah, the future. Vacation, in what? Two weeks, maybe.
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i'm broke. There are 3 bucks in my bank account and 20 in my wallet. And i'm really tired. But i'm happy. And this week i found the most amazing vintage wool tartan skirt and a long black evening gown while trift shopping. Yay for the most amazing 50's skirt (and warm too) ever!
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i soooo want the corset i wore for the photoshoot.
R$690 separate us. Meh. But i'm glad Sher let me wear it for the photos. Its amazing.
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I also wore a special gift from the Mister... something i asked Him for specially for this shoot.
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Now all i need is a hamburger and a milkshake to make life complete. Pfff... who am i lying to? i need a good fuck. Its been about 3 weeks now.
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mood: contented
now playing: trouble - Christina Aguilera
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*Lets Rock!*

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It's tomorrow!
Click on the flyer to expand it.
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So, am i nervous? Ahem, what do you think? I so want/need tomorrow night to rock. At least i have a slight idea of outfit already.
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Meanwhile i've been studying "Out tonight" and "I could have danced all night" for todays class and still am not getting them right. Turns out those high notes are really hard for me.
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And tonight we have a wedding to go to. What to wear? Meh.
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Every time i go get a wax job its for one special occasion and one special occasion only. I have an appointment for a complete wax job tomorrow. Whats the special occasion? He he, i'm gonna see my lady Pulse privately this Sunday.
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Dirty minded people, its for SG! So off i go underwear shopping today. And to study Gil Elvgreen.
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Anyways, if you don't go to my party...
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A proper update after everything is over is in order. Meanwhile, i leave you this!
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And these... in no particular order:

my new ink. Still healing, and unfinished.

Me being silly at SPFW.

The "style show" itself.

After Casarao Brasil...
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Have an awesome weekend. i will!
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*poke and destroy*

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kimchi ramen with a poached egg.
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lonely winter nights.
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socks.
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pin-up hair tutorials on youtube
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woolen tights.
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i'll never be able to wear regular nylons again.
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lilo and stich.
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college transference status - fail. Rejected in less than one day.
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toblerone and haagen-dazs. Maybe.
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ginger tea
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His sweater
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cold.
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female troubles.
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PMS
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Post-glamour depression
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procrastination.
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tomorrow.
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"I'm a boy, I wanna poke and destroy!"
The Presidents of the USA
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*notes*

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two new tattoos... Not sure if the Marilyn beauty mark on the face really counts as a tat, but whatever. The sylph will take another session to finish because its watercolor, from an unknown Japanese artist. i've wanted this tattoo for 13 years. i'm happy i finally have an airy companion on my shoulder.
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anxious. This week was crazy as hell. Next will be cool, hopefully.
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what to wear on my next set... aside my birthday suit, obviously.
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i got the documents for transferring my college. The perspective gives me butterflies. School will be expensive and i can't really afford it. And there will be a lot involved, a lot more than just $$$ and stuff...
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sometimes i get tired of putting on the strong front. i've been falling apart from the inside out for a while. Don't know how much longer i can hold on. And i really don't want to fall apart.
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i need a lot more love, care and attention than people imagine, and than i ask for. i never tell people what i really need, actually. i'm not good with that.
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i managed to fuck the lock for the other anklet as well. Great, i'm locked up for life. Piiiiiii!
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vacation is in a month! Woo-hoo for my mother's potato salad and pasta!
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i'll edit this when i can think straight. i hate falling apart in blogs.
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meh. wanna see me on the catwalk? Click to watch the show from the 19th.
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i am truly an awful, terrible, horrible, evil person. And a coward. Fuck. But what a lovable coward am i...
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tomorrow will be another lovely day.
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i want to scream.
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*open letter*

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To whoever/whatever stole my soul.

Please, please return my desire to do things and to get off my lazy lard ass. i've been needing it lately. And while you're at it, could i have my energy back, as well?

Thanks.

Best wishes,

sweetie
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*do not try this at home*

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A quickie, until i feel better, which MUST be tonight because tomorrow will be simply crazy.
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Ahem, just a warning kids... DO NOT eat a whole package of Chinese marshmallows while drinking dark beer at 3 am. It feels like Brazil and China have gone to war in my stomach. Not a pleasant sensation, so don't try it at home unless you are desperate for feeling sick. Now, who wants to feel sick anyways?
Work yesterday was near unbearable. Still, i managed to teach Past Perfect and Modal verbs in between trips to the ladies room.
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The last couple weeks have been quite eventful, even though i remember very little without my faithful sidekick, aka notepad. The farthest i can remember is singing class on Friday and finding some awesome vintage speakers in a second hand store... So lets talk about things to come, for the moment.
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Tomorrow i rehearse for SPFW. It still hasn't kicked in that i will do one of the openings of the biggest fashion event in Brazil (along with a bunch of other cool people with style). Honestly, i'm clueless as of what i'm gonna do there. But i'm gonna be there, and wearing something i made, so its good enough for me.
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And tomorrow night, i perform, for the first time in 3 months. This will be interesting.
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So it will be a looooong day. i must get started on dying my hair and stuff, but i feel nasty. Argh. And the 7 year old will be here all day, so i won't be going to the BBQ at Luminati's place. Bummer. i really wanted to go. Argh, children.
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Also, i get new ink next Saturday. Yay! Just a tip, its part of this picture. I've been in love with this picture since i was 13... its the front of a Japanese postcard.
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Don't forget about this! I'm expecting ya'all there!
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A couple photos by Fernando Flambart. You can see the whole shoot at his website.

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Have a yummy meal for me and enjoy Sunday.
mood: sick and hungry (even the smell of food makes me sick). And lonely. and depressed. meh.
now playing: i got the sun in the morning - Doris Day (though i prefer it in Betty Hutton's voice)

Solid!

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P.s.: did i mention i got a diagnosis, finally? So, i did... turns out i got Baker's Cyst(s) on both my knees and bursitis on my hips... both common dance related injuries...
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But i'm going back to dancing in August. It should be safe by then...
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*Fiesta!*

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Festa. Party. Fiesta. Rock'n'roll bad motherfuckers!

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Let's Rock?

UPCOMING EVENT: Especial Suicide Girls

WHEN: Saturday Jun 28 @ 11:30 pm

WHERE: Toy Lounge

Every first date must be special...

Bands: Martiataka & Estaca Livre

Guest DJ: Nancy Suicide

Doors open at 11:59 pm

with flyer or name on list R$10

special: women get in free until 00:30 (with name on list)

without flyer or name on list R$12

list @ lista@toylounge.com.br

bonus: drinking over R$30 = no entrance fee

Organized by sweetie Suicide and Luminati.

So, is it a date?

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Yeah, baby, yeah. And thanks to my evil twin Luminati for making this happen.
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Good things come to those who wait? One can only pray so.
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Let the good times roll...

(photo by Flambart)

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And now if i could only get off my ass and get my housework done so i can make my outfit for this lovely event:

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i'll update properly (with more photos) when i have finished my chores. Ahem... that may take a while.



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