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Guess i can. And i guess because its almost the weekend, i should update. Specially now that i can see all the ppl reading this! (Waves) Yeah, you out there, i can see you... Well, not really, but i know where i'm being read from, so its nice anyways.

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Sadly, no new photos. These week has been most atipical. I mean, doing nothing but the bare essencial (and not even that, just the scheduled)? ITs not me.

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But it happened. During the past 8 days i (in no specfic order):

- Went to a fetish dinner dressed as a belly dancer. As it was cold and raining, i got sick. Which i still am. Can you say phlegm?

- At that very dinner had somewhat of a discussion with Him. Things were cleared. Its always easier to clear the air after a couple doggie bowls of wine.

- Watched the Wizard of Oz. At the theatre. In portuguese. It was nice, and obviously, stiffned my resolve in dancing and singing lessons. i want to be able to do beautiful things like that some day.

- Started musical theory classes. Which reminds me i have homework to finish.

- Ate very poorly. Really. Mostly junk. i'm even feeling sicker cuz of it.

- Am not going to singing class today. Because i have no voice, thats why. But i am gonna go get the nasty secretion in my right nipple studied. I told you guys i removed the left one? Yeah, cuz it was gross and painful like that.

- Have hardly gone to the bathroom. My tummy hurts.

- Went to the doctor. Twice. i missed ballet on Tuesday so that my gyno could check if my vagina was doing ok. And then to the otolaryngologist, yesterday.

- Had an official weigh-in at the doctors too. I've gained 5 kgs since March. Fuckdamn.

- Started playing Imagine Fashion Designer on DS.

- Spent too much money on medicine. i hate antibiotics, but they love me. Apparently. And now i'm poor for the rest of the month.

- Got my hair cut (not much) and nails done. The Mister asked me to grow out the bangs, so i had them altered a bit to do so. And dance classes do nasty things to toenails. Now my hair is a messier style because it had been rebelling anyways, and my nails are bic blue. Love it.

- Taught lots of classes with almost no voice.

- Danced. And felt awkward in class, because its proving to be hard to keep up after all those months.

- Did not do the dishes. Yeah, the kitchen is gross like that right now.

- Watched Three Little Words. And discovered that although He complains i always sleep through movies, He is the one who sleeps when it comes to musical films.

- Have been feeling very dyslexic.

- Felt ugly more often than usual. Well, not exactly ugly. Just not attractive. Or interesting. At all. And old. i hate feeling old.

- Worked out a couple times.

- Showered quickly because of a busted pipe leaking water into the other bathroom. That was fixed yesterday, but now we got a hole in the wall.

- Started microblogging, which would expain the slight change in style. Yeah, i jumped on the Twitter wagon too.

- Saw a dead sparrow.

- Nearly fell on my face while walking down the street.

- Downloaded lots of funny/strange/bizarre workout videos.

- Drooled over naked ladies.

- Checked some girls out on the street. Yeah, i'm a creep.

- Had sex. Once. But it was good.

- Fell asleep watching the Olympic games. Thrice.

- Started proof reading the things i write. Still doesn't help.

- Slept with all my clothes on. Twice.

- Spent way too much time on SuicideGirls.

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Yeah, so right now i am half dressed, sitting next to a half eaten tub of potato chips looking like a mess and looking into the weekend. What to do? Where to go?

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I kind of feel i don't deserve doing anything nice because i'm such a lousy housekeeper. But i would like to do nice things, like going to a jazz bar, having passionate sex, taking a decent dump, going to Mercado Mundo Mix, and visiting my brother. Oh, and buying a reconstructer for my hair which i can't afford, but my hair just looks and feels so terrible... i pretty much can't afford anything right now, which sucks.

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But i know He likes it when i beg for things, which i don't really mind doing. i can has sugar plz?

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Sometimes i wish i could pause the world while i get through the nasty chores, give myself an enema and then continue from the same point. These things are just so time consuming... I'd rather watch Gilda and Annie.

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Why so confusing? Two words honey: mental fog. Maybe its the lack of air from the sinus.

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Or maybe it's just me. I need some cuteness in my life. And more ink. Always.

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Let me pump up the volume, put on the kettle and take a decent shower. The world can wait while i spoil myself a little more.

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Some older photos from earlier this month then... unedited too.

Because if i say my feet hurt, i mean it.

Not so crazy about the color.

Me and my coordinator/boss at a wedding party.

me and the boss's girl. She's pretty cool. And pretty. (i met another awesome lady that night, so it was a good evening)

Bad lighting, but the finally finished ink. Hum... maybe i'll add something else to it.

i feel... assymetric. And yeah, without piercings i totally have inverted nips.

The remaining inflamed baby. Depending on the prognostics of the todays byopsia, i'll repierce both nipples, maybe closer to the base. Suggestions?

Just because...
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Mood: strange

Now playing: 7 things - Miley Cyrus (Yeah, Hannah Montana!)

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